January 13th 2016
Last time I updated was nearly 6months ago... Long time, lots has happened, mainly Charlotte! She's great but has only slept through the night 5 times, the last being last night. I've been teaching her how not to eat at night. So hopefully she's got it now and Kristy and I can get some sleep....
At the end of August my gvhd started to get out of control a little and the decision was made to put me on prednisone which is a steroid, they started me on 80mg a day and said I'd be on them best case scenario for 4 months. Some of my symptoms from the gvhd started to get better in 12 hours! Lower arm and leg edema was getting bad and that turned around almost immediately I started the steroids.
One of the side effects was that I had lots of energy on 3-4 hours of sleep and was starting my day at 4am! It was great I was so productive! The kitchen was clean, dishwasher emptied and kids lunches made by 5am. I even got back to yoga for a little while.
After the steroid honeymoon period was over maybe 8 weeks in and i started to taper the dose some of the negative side effects started. Steroids can attack your bones and I was waking in the night with severe knee pain, having to take strong pain meds. Something my doctor said could be necrosis due to lack of blood flow. In extreme cases when people take steroids for a prolonged time they can need hip or knee replacements.
So because of this we started another treatment called photopherisis which does the same thing as steroids with few if any side effects. The only drawback is the time it takes. I get hooked up to a machine similar to a dialysis machine for a couple of hours for 2 days every 2 weeks. The first month I went in 2 days every week and after that 2 days every 2 weeks. I'm a little tired afterwards but that is the only side effect.
Of course I had the wrong kind of port so they had to take that out and put a new one in, which is always fun.
I had another small surgery recently. Zometa which I had been getting once a month to strengthen my bones because of all the ribs I broke, Zometa has a rare side effect of making a part of my lower jawbone to die. When the bone dies the gum covering it also dies so I had exposed jaw bone in my mouth... An oral surgeon cut away the dead bone and the gum is slowly covering the hole. It is a little painful to eat so that is helping me loose some steroid weight (about 22lbs)...!
So to recap, I'm having monthly kappa light chain blood tests (cancer marker) and although they are slightly elevated they are not increasing. The slightly elevated numbers have been put down to the inflammatory nature of GVHD.
I'm working again, I stopped for almost 3 months because while taking prednisone my immune system is nonexistent. When my doc started pushing out how long I could be steroids to a year or forever at a lower dose I asked him how I could safely (or as safe as possible) go back to work as a phlebotomist. I enjoy the work/people, the money is nice but my mental health benefits the most.
Feb 11th Update.
Well this post is taking forever! So a couple of weeks I got what I thought was a 24hr GI bug which turned in to a 10 day diarrhea fest. I ended up at KU for a few days and was scoped and biopsed. It showed stage 1 GVHD in my upper intestine. Mild but to get ahead of it they treated me by increasing my prednozone from 20mg every second day to 160mg for a week and then 80mg per day. So, kind of back to square one. I guess when GVH flairs up steroids are the only way to go.
So here I am with more energy than recently and I'm trying to maintain some fitness. A far cry from before but getting better.
Feb 22, 2016
Last update before posting this I promise.
GVHD had also led me to have superficial blood clots (2) in my left calf. which after taking Aspirin 325mg per day for a while turned into DVT's in both legs. So now I give myself Lovenox shots twice a day to help thin my blood and break down the clots.
Around Feb 14th I developed a fever and after blood cultures found I had a Staph infection in my blood. Both sites they tested, my port and a peripheral stick, so they started antibiotics and a day later they took out the port.
Once I was negative for infection I had a PICC placed and 4 days ago stopped Vancomycin and started Nafcillin. This runs 24/7 for 10 days. So I have a bag, pump and backpack for the duration. Bags last 24 hours so its not too much of a pain in the butt. Apart from day one when I was in McDonalds with Sophie and put the backpack on the seat beside me and managed to forget about it 3 or 4 times and tried to walk off without it.....
So... 5 or 6 days to go on Nafcillin (love the name)! a bit tired but back looking after the kids while Kristy is at work. I didn't go to work over the weekend. having my 'backpack' and feeling pretty worn out would have made it not as much fun as usual. Should be up and running close to 100% in a week or so I hope.
I have my steroid face back which is always fun, I guess variety is the spice of life...
Monday, February 22, 2016
Sunday, February 21, 2016
Sunday, July 5, 2015
Welcome Charlotte Rose..
Well it happened, our little girl has joined us. Charlotte Rose was born on June 22nd, Kristy and baby did well and left hospital the next day.
Kristy took off 12 weeks and after that I will step in and be 'mum' when she is working. The kids love her and are at a great age to enjoy and care for her, it is fun to watch them with her.
Our family of 4 is now five... plus Clara the dog! Life is changing for the better and not just because of Charlotte. I am feeling 'normal' which is something I have longed for for quite some time.
I still have chronic GVHD in my mouth. It has also turned up in my eyes, and on my hands and feet. None of this is much of a problem at the moment...my hands and feet are getting better and I have dry eyes. My mouth is the worst of my symptoms, as my gums have receded and I have developed a couple of mouth sores.
Generally I feel good, I'm doing a bit of running, walking the dog and lots of cutting the lawn... I have also starting working recently as a phlebotomist in a local hospital and am really enjoying it and getting better. For the past 5 years, I have been the one being stuck for blood tests, IVs, etc and now I have the opportunity to make things a little easier for someone in similar shoes. The world doesn't need another mediocre phlebotomist, so I hope to be a very good one.
About 3 months ago my Kappa Light Chain numbers (cancer markers) started to go up slightly, first they were 2, a month later they doubled to 4. At that point I asked for a bone marrow biopsy to check what was happening. It came back completely clean so we think the rise in KLC numbers could have been because of the chronic GVHD. I am having this number checked every month and the following month the number decreased by 0.17, not a lot but headed in the right direction. I will have the number checked this coming Tuesday so we shall see. I am hoping the number continues to go down.
Kristy took off 12 weeks and after that I will step in and be 'mum' when she is working. The kids love her and are at a great age to enjoy and care for her, it is fun to watch them with her.
Our family of 4 is now five... plus Clara the dog! Life is changing for the better and not just because of Charlotte. I am feeling 'normal' which is something I have longed for for quite some time.
I still have chronic GVHD in my mouth. It has also turned up in my eyes, and on my hands and feet. None of this is much of a problem at the moment...my hands and feet are getting better and I have dry eyes. My mouth is the worst of my symptoms, as my gums have receded and I have developed a couple of mouth sores.
Generally I feel good, I'm doing a bit of running, walking the dog and lots of cutting the lawn... I have also starting working recently as a phlebotomist in a local hospital and am really enjoying it and getting better. For the past 5 years, I have been the one being stuck for blood tests, IVs, etc and now I have the opportunity to make things a little easier for someone in similar shoes. The world doesn't need another mediocre phlebotomist, so I hope to be a very good one.
About 3 months ago my Kappa Light Chain numbers (cancer markers) started to go up slightly, first they were 2, a month later they doubled to 4. At that point I asked for a bone marrow biopsy to check what was happening. It came back completely clean so we think the rise in KLC numbers could have been because of the chronic GVHD. I am having this number checked every month and the following month the number decreased by 0.17, not a lot but headed in the right direction. I will have the number checked this coming Tuesday so we shall see. I am hoping the number continues to go down.
Tuesday, April 21, 2015
Maintenance begins...
(Beginning of March):
So..I guess I should update this blog then...
I know I'm not winning any awards for keeping people up to date...please forgive me.
Today I start maintenance chemo, I will be getting Carfilzomib 2 days a week, every two weeks..
About 30 days ago I finished 5 months of chemo treatment which was Dexamethasone, Cytoxan and Carfilzomib. Also 30 days ago I had my 5th DLI, this time however it was about 10 times larger than the previous one.
Didn't quite finish writing that post, so here I am March 28th with more information and another attempt to update...
A couple of things I want to mention having just read my last blog entry. Carfilzomib is in fact the new Valcade. The new Revlimid, should I choose to use it, is Pomalidomide, just thought I should sort that out.
I did end up having 5 rounds of treatment because BMT dragged their feet a bit on deciding how to do the DLI. It was decided that we would contact the donor and ask for more fresh cells. I think the main reason for the this was my adverse reaction to the stem cell preservative DMSO many moons ago when I got a DLI in NYC.
The decision to give a much larger amount of T-cells was made by Dr McGuirk because my best hope of longer term survival is GVT (graft versus tumor effect) which is when the T-cells or fighting cells attack the cancer cells in my body. There is a danger of there being too much of a fight between
my cells and the donor cells which is called GVHD (graft versus host disease). This is an age old balance with stem cell transplants, and I feel this is already too much information and you're falling asleep.
Lets just say GVHD kills a lot of people and causes all kinds of problems acute and chronic so it can be just as much of a problem as cancer.
The trial I followed for 2 years was trying very hard to find out how to get GVT without any GVHD. However after 4 DLI's, which were done in the hope of creating GVT, this had not happened and my disease had returned. So with a view of giving a lot more T-cells and hoping to be able to manage a small amount of GVHD (which brings with it GVT) it was deemed a worthwhile risk and the hope of a longer remission.
...and so far no GVHD, so I might get more cells in the future. I've been told the window of when
GVHD can happen is 4-8 weeks post DLI.
So as of today March 31st 2015, I feel pretty good. I tested positive for RSV about 10 days ago but got over it in a couple of weeks (and no pneumonia) which is good for me.
Dr Lipe told me about a new test called 'flow cytometry' which is done to the bone marrow biopsy. It detects 1 in 10,000 cells vs the old test which detected 1 in 1000. So I requested a BMB and the results came back negative which is great! It means I'm in remission (as per the new more sensitive test) and I can continue with my planned Carfilzomib maintenance.
Another continuance...
April 14th
So busy day today, I went into clinic for maintenance and when I saw McGuirk he confirmed what Kristy and I had thought, I have chronic GVHD in my mouth (looks like a rash, feels like sunburn at the moment). To check if it is in my lungs (which is a bigger problem) I did a number of tests, starting with running up a few flights of stairs and checking my HR and O2 in my blood which were both fine. I also had a CT scan of my lungs and then a pulmonary function test (PFT). Both of these tests came back fine, which is a huge relief!
Over the past weeks I've done some running (not much) and been on the trainer in the basement 30 minutes at a time. On chemo days and for a couple of days after I feel too tired to work out but the rest of the time is fine.
So all in all, things are going in the right direction. Hopefully a little GVHD means a longer remission and having 2 weeks between treatments means my strength can continue to improve...which will be helpful as our new baby girl is due in 8 weeks!
So..I guess I should update this blog then...
I know I'm not winning any awards for keeping people up to date...please forgive me.
Today I start maintenance chemo, I will be getting Carfilzomib 2 days a week, every two weeks..
About 30 days ago I finished 5 months of chemo treatment which was Dexamethasone, Cytoxan and Carfilzomib. Also 30 days ago I had my 5th DLI, this time however it was about 10 times larger than the previous one.
Didn't quite finish writing that post, so here I am March 28th with more information and another attempt to update...
A couple of things I want to mention having just read my last blog entry. Carfilzomib is in fact the new Valcade. The new Revlimid, should I choose to use it, is Pomalidomide, just thought I should sort that out.
I did end up having 5 rounds of treatment because BMT dragged their feet a bit on deciding how to do the DLI. It was decided that we would contact the donor and ask for more fresh cells. I think the main reason for the this was my adverse reaction to the stem cell preservative DMSO many moons ago when I got a DLI in NYC.
The decision to give a much larger amount of T-cells was made by Dr McGuirk because my best hope of longer term survival is GVT (graft versus tumor effect) which is when the T-cells or fighting cells attack the cancer cells in my body. There is a danger of there being too much of a fight between
my cells and the donor cells which is called GVHD (graft versus host disease). This is an age old balance with stem cell transplants, and I feel this is already too much information and you're falling asleep.
Lets just say GVHD kills a lot of people and causes all kinds of problems acute and chronic so it can be just as much of a problem as cancer.
The trial I followed for 2 years was trying very hard to find out how to get GVT without any GVHD. However after 4 DLI's, which were done in the hope of creating GVT, this had not happened and my disease had returned. So with a view of giving a lot more T-cells and hoping to be able to manage a small amount of GVHD (which brings with it GVT) it was deemed a worthwhile risk and the hope of a longer remission.
...and so far no GVHD, so I might get more cells in the future. I've been told the window of when
GVHD can happen is 4-8 weeks post DLI.
So as of today March 31st 2015, I feel pretty good. I tested positive for RSV about 10 days ago but got over it in a couple of weeks (and no pneumonia) which is good for me.
Dr Lipe told me about a new test called 'flow cytometry' which is done to the bone marrow biopsy. It detects 1 in 10,000 cells vs the old test which detected 1 in 1000. So I requested a BMB and the results came back negative which is great! It means I'm in remission (as per the new more sensitive test) and I can continue with my planned Carfilzomib maintenance.
Another continuance...
April 14th
So busy day today, I went into clinic for maintenance and when I saw McGuirk he confirmed what Kristy and I had thought, I have chronic GVHD in my mouth (looks like a rash, feels like sunburn at the moment). To check if it is in my lungs (which is a bigger problem) I did a number of tests, starting with running up a few flights of stairs and checking my HR and O2 in my blood which were both fine. I also had a CT scan of my lungs and then a pulmonary function test (PFT). Both of these tests came back fine, which is a huge relief!
Over the past weeks I've done some running (not much) and been on the trainer in the basement 30 minutes at a time. On chemo days and for a couple of days after I feel too tired to work out but the rest of the time is fine.
So all in all, things are going in the right direction. Hopefully a little GVHD means a longer remission and having 2 weeks between treatments means my strength can continue to improve...which will be helpful as our new baby girl is due in 8 weeks!
Saturday, December 20, 2014
Here comes Christmas again...
Hello again,
As usual lots of changes since my last update. That's what happens when one updates only every blue moon...
So, I started my most recent IV chemo because back at the end of August they did a bone marrow biopsy (BMB) and found 70% plasma, this is not good as I think I mentioned...
So I started the Dexamethozone, Carfilzomib and Cytoxan protocol. This had not been tried on a patient who had had a stem cell transplant (SCT) before and has only been designed for patients too old or infirmed to be able to survive a SCT.
After 2 months (2 cycles) of chemo I had another BMB which showed 2% plasma! This is basically remission again which is great. Turns out maybe a little too great in so far as the 70% from 8 weeks earlier must have been a lesion (an isolated spot of myeloma) because it would be highly unlikely for the chemo to be able to reduce the cancer by that much. Multiple Myeloma (MM) is a patchy disease and 'lesions' happen. These are spots where MM have weakened or eaten away the bone. This is how I broke ribs so easily this year. Therefore BMB's can be a little inaccurate when used to give a general idea of how much cancer is generally throughout ones bones. I was told a PET scan would give a more definitive evaluation of what was going on but this was turned down by insurance at the time. Later, after I had started the IV chemo and I pushed again for the PET, it was allowed but at that stage it was too late to be used for the original intent which was in deciding whether or not I needed IV chemo. Having said that the PET was helpful in showing that compared to one done maybe 6 months previously the chemo was helping to slow cancer activity in my left ribs and right humorous, which had been 'hot spots'. Also it was nice to know cancer wasn't everywhere...
So today is day 4 of my 4th and final round of this chemo protocol. I will have my last drugs on Christmas Eve and follow that with week off from chemo drugs which completes the 28 day cycle and 4 months of treatment.
As the treatment has gone on the cumulative effect has made me feel sicker and lets just say I'm glad we are not doing a 5th round!
Fatigue seems to be constant and worried me enough to ask for a cancer marker blood test. All is good, my Kappa light chain (KLC) numbers are "undetectable". It's just that last time I felt so sick it was cancer slowing me down, happily this time its just chemo.
So the next step is another donor lymphocyte infusion (DLI), and then the maintenance drug will be Carfilzomib which is actually the new generation of Revlimid not Velcade as I said a couple of posts ago.
I'm not sure if there is much data on how well this all works, I've asked Dr Koehne at MSK in New York for any data on 'people in my position' from his trial but I have not heard back yet, and I'm not sure if he will have any data anyway as I'm in a pretty small group.
On my week off every month from Cytoxan Carfilzomib I feel pretty good so once I am on just Carfilzomib maintenance which is IV just once every 2 weeks I should feel a lot better as long as it can keep MM at bay.
On a much more positive note, Kristy is pregnant! We are due to welcome Delaney kiddo number 3 in June 2015! We were trying to have another baby before I was diagnosed in 2010 and luckily we asked about banking sperm at that time. This of course is because once I started chemotherapy I was sterile. Since 2010 it has become part of protocol to discuss this at diagnosis and offer the option to bank sperm.
So through much thought and discussion we ended up 'investing' in another baby, through the wonders of IVF! The financial 'investment' was made easier though the Livestrong Foundation as they give financial help to people in our position with cancer. I did not set out in life to be a new dad at 51 but I also did not plan on terminal cancer at 46. Having said that I was never much of a planner as some of you may know... Having said all that, our family is not just about me and it's not just about now. We looked into the future and without knowing any facts about that - made the best plans for our whole family. As best as one can at this time anyway.
If this journey has taught me anything it is that life is fast and can be fleeting so get as much of it as you can and enjoy it as much as you can.
Happy Christmas!
As usual lots of changes since my last update. That's what happens when one updates only every blue moon...
So, I started my most recent IV chemo because back at the end of August they did a bone marrow biopsy (BMB) and found 70% plasma, this is not good as I think I mentioned...
So I started the Dexamethozone, Carfilzomib and Cytoxan protocol. This had not been tried on a patient who had had a stem cell transplant (SCT) before and has only been designed for patients too old or infirmed to be able to survive a SCT.
After 2 months (2 cycles) of chemo I had another BMB which showed 2% plasma! This is basically remission again which is great. Turns out maybe a little too great in so far as the 70% from 8 weeks earlier must have been a lesion (an isolated spot of myeloma) because it would be highly unlikely for the chemo to be able to reduce the cancer by that much. Multiple Myeloma (MM) is a patchy disease and 'lesions' happen. These are spots where MM have weakened or eaten away the bone. This is how I broke ribs so easily this year. Therefore BMB's can be a little inaccurate when used to give a general idea of how much cancer is generally throughout ones bones. I was told a PET scan would give a more definitive evaluation of what was going on but this was turned down by insurance at the time. Later, after I had started the IV chemo and I pushed again for the PET, it was allowed but at that stage it was too late to be used for the original intent which was in deciding whether or not I needed IV chemo. Having said that the PET was helpful in showing that compared to one done maybe 6 months previously the chemo was helping to slow cancer activity in my left ribs and right humorous, which had been 'hot spots'. Also it was nice to know cancer wasn't everywhere...
So today is day 4 of my 4th and final round of this chemo protocol. I will have my last drugs on Christmas Eve and follow that with week off from chemo drugs which completes the 28 day cycle and 4 months of treatment.
As the treatment has gone on the cumulative effect has made me feel sicker and lets just say I'm glad we are not doing a 5th round!
Fatigue seems to be constant and worried me enough to ask for a cancer marker blood test. All is good, my Kappa light chain (KLC) numbers are "undetectable". It's just that last time I felt so sick it was cancer slowing me down, happily this time its just chemo.
So the next step is another donor lymphocyte infusion (DLI), and then the maintenance drug will be Carfilzomib which is actually the new generation of Revlimid not Velcade as I said a couple of posts ago.
I'm not sure if there is much data on how well this all works, I've asked Dr Koehne at MSK in New York for any data on 'people in my position' from his trial but I have not heard back yet, and I'm not sure if he will have any data anyway as I'm in a pretty small group.
On my week off every month from Cytoxan Carfilzomib I feel pretty good so once I am on just Carfilzomib maintenance which is IV just once every 2 weeks I should feel a lot better as long as it can keep MM at bay.
On a much more positive note, Kristy is pregnant! We are due to welcome Delaney kiddo number 3 in June 2015! We were trying to have another baby before I was diagnosed in 2010 and luckily we asked about banking sperm at that time. This of course is because once I started chemotherapy I was sterile. Since 2010 it has become part of protocol to discuss this at diagnosis and offer the option to bank sperm.
So through much thought and discussion we ended up 'investing' in another baby, through the wonders of IVF! The financial 'investment' was made easier though the Livestrong Foundation as they give financial help to people in our position with cancer. I did not set out in life to be a new dad at 51 but I also did not plan on terminal cancer at 46. Having said that I was never much of a planner as some of you may know... Having said all that, our family is not just about me and it's not just about now. We looked into the future and without knowing any facts about that - made the best plans for our whole family. As best as one can at this time anyway.
If this journey has taught me anything it is that life is fast and can be fleeting so get as much of it as you can and enjoy it as much as you can.
Happy Christmas!
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
I'm back - sorry for the interruption
Apologies for the last entry I was disappointed and angry to be sick again. However I have had time to brush myself off and am back to my 'don't give an inch' mentality. I still feel good, maybe thanks to steroids but whatever it is I'll take it.
So I'm on my third week of chemo. Cytoxan, Carfilzomib and Dexomethozone and it seems to be going well. I had a port placed and after a few days of soreness it is fine, a necessity as my veins are a little difficult to find these days. I was afraid Cytoxan would knock me down as it did in the past but as this is a lower dose it isn't bad.
So life goes on and I am feeling great and will continue to do as much as I can for as long as I can. My ribs are almost better and all the other pains and aches are subsiding so I plan to run and ride in the near future...not like before but I will be wearing my HR monitor and driving it up as is possible (safely).
So I may see you on the road...
So I'm on my third week of chemo. Cytoxan, Carfilzomib and Dexomethozone and it seems to be going well. I had a port placed and after a few days of soreness it is fine, a necessity as my veins are a little difficult to find these days. I was afraid Cytoxan would knock me down as it did in the past but as this is a lower dose it isn't bad.
So life goes on and I am feeling great and will continue to do as much as I can for as long as I can. My ribs are almost better and all the other pains and aches are subsiding so I plan to run and ride in the near future...not like before but I will be wearing my HR monitor and driving it up as is possible (safely).
So I may see you on the road...
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
Treatment again
Well, here I am again, sitting in a treatment room waiting for some IV chemo...
Lots of things have happened since my last entry, but I was kind of enjoying ignoring them and just getting on with things.
However, for posterity and to bring this blog to a close I will up date the last week or so.
I had my two year post transplant work up last week, blood work, 24 hour urine, bone marrow biopsy (BMB). The bone marrow took at least 45 mins, this was due in part to there being lots of holes in the bone (kind of like Swiss cheese) so it took some time to get a good sample. That should have been a hint, plus a week or so ago I fractured two ribs while twisting awkwardly opening a door!
On Monday last I had a meeting with Dr McGuirk and the first thing he said when he arrived was that we needed to get Kristy on speaker phone... Never a good start! He had the preliminary results of the BMB and there was 70% plasma in the marrow where there should have none. Multiple myeloma causes over production of plasma cells which takes over causing all kinds of problems one being bone weakness.
So the plan is to go on an aggressive chemotherapy protocol for 6 months and see if we can get control again. The drugs will be outpatient which is good but will make me feel crappy which is bad. I've had Cytoxin before and am not a fan. Carfilzomib is the new generation of Velcade and have not had the pleasure. Dexamethasone should help with my chore list...
So as things progress with my treatment I may not post again, never say never but I'm not sure why I'm doing this anymore. The first time round on a roller coaster is fun with all the ups and downs but the second or third doesn't get any more interesting, so I might just spare you the blow by blow...
Lots of things have happened since my last entry, but I was kind of enjoying ignoring them and just getting on with things.
However, for posterity and to bring this blog to a close I will up date the last week or so.
I had my two year post transplant work up last week, blood work, 24 hour urine, bone marrow biopsy (BMB). The bone marrow took at least 45 mins, this was due in part to there being lots of holes in the bone (kind of like Swiss cheese) so it took some time to get a good sample. That should have been a hint, plus a week or so ago I fractured two ribs while twisting awkwardly opening a door!
On Monday last I had a meeting with Dr McGuirk and the first thing he said when he arrived was that we needed to get Kristy on speaker phone... Never a good start! He had the preliminary results of the BMB and there was 70% plasma in the marrow where there should have none. Multiple myeloma causes over production of plasma cells which takes over causing all kinds of problems one being bone weakness.
So the plan is to go on an aggressive chemotherapy protocol for 6 months and see if we can get control again. The drugs will be outpatient which is good but will make me feel crappy which is bad. I've had Cytoxin before and am not a fan. Carfilzomib is the new generation of Velcade and have not had the pleasure. Dexamethasone should help with my chore list...
So as things progress with my treatment I may not post again, never say never but I'm not sure why I'm doing this anymore. The first time round on a roller coaster is fun with all the ups and downs but the second or third doesn't get any more interesting, so I might just spare you the blow by blow...
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